Why Give a Big Love?

I know there’s a movie with that name, but I’m not talking about that. I’m talking about Big Love. One that is bigger than what you’d experience on the surface. Big love. Love that is willing to forgive. Love that cries with you even when you know it’s all your fault. Big love. Love that is so strong that it can swallows experiences that most cannot forgive. That’s big love. Believing that the love that you share is stronger than all the mistakes, resentments and tears. Big love. One that won’t abandon you and promises to be with you through thick and thin. That’s big love. To believe that there is such love possible, I have to be willing to give it. To be the big love. I never knew until recently that I have been giving big love. That the love I share with my family is a BIG one.

Then, something miraculous happened to me today. I realized that Karma is real and that she is now giving me back big, big love. I have a beautiful home that I live in now. I finally have what I wanted a studio space to design and to paint. I get to wake up everyday and see my husband, my mother and Simbacat. We are all healthy, strong and able. Most of all today, we have more than we could ever imagine and need.

KARMA often capitalized : the force generated by a person's actions held in Hinduism and Buddhism to perpetuate transmigration and in its ethical consequences to determine the nature of the person's next existence

Wynne